silly

Be careful what you wish for...

Kyleigh has been SO hard to put to sleep since she was born, I've always had to rock or pat her to sleep...I've always said "I wish she could soothe herself to sleep"! Well now when she gets tired she wants to be ALONE with her binky...NO MOMMY!! I cant hold her, I cant rub her hair, I cant even be in the same room!!

:(

My baby is growing up...she doesn't need me to put her to sleep anymore! All this time I was complaining, and now I miss holding her while she sleeps! I wish I could freeze time!

DRESS UP!

Me and kyleigh (but mostly me) just had the best time playing dress up!!! Take a gander :)) and LOL about the last pic hehe

Offically about to pee my pants....

I AM NOT A NERD!!!!!!!!

Nutrisystem....

Im starting my nutrisysten diet tomorrow! I hope it works out!

I was thinking about posting pictures but that would just be wayyyy to embarrassing if I didnt loose weight! I'll post before and after pictures when all is said and done!

I'm very optimistic! This diet with combination with my ridiculous work out I do almost every night I think I'm going to get some good results! I'm aiming to loose 15 pounds...which would put me at around 145...and I would be very happy! More than anything I want to loose dress sizes!

ANNNYWHO I wont be to upset if it doesnt work out for me since I didn't pay for it! Nathaniel's step mom Naomi gave me a free month! God love her!

Speaking of Naomi we went down to Fresno and met up with Darryl and Naomi and saw a bunch of Nathaniels family! Had a good time...I freaking LOOOOOVVVVE California! I never want to leave here!

<3 Ashley


ohhhh and some pics for you....

shooting for the stars...literaly.

I want to be an actress.


I'm taking some acting classes and I'm going to try and do a few extra gigs and see if
I can work my way up...

Don't laugh at me. I'm quite serious.

I'm going to get headshots tomorrow :) I hope they turn out OK!

I'll post them as soon as I can!

Acting classes...and other thoughts.

This is the only post I have ever posted that will not involve pictures! Well I have been doing a lot of thinking about what I want to do with my life...I mean I'm 19 years old and I change my mind everyday on what I want to go to college for!! (i.e photographer, real estate agent, nurse, chef, trust me the list goes on...) And while I'm deciding what I want to do with my life I wanted to do something fun!! So I plan on taking some acting classes!! I'm excited!! I want to try out a bunch of things!! When I'm done with these classes I think I may try out some voice lessons!! I've always enjoyed singing and I'm half way decent soooo maybe I can get myself American Idol worthy (HA) with some voice lessons! I want to have fun while I'm young!!
I am thoroughly enjoying being in California! There are so many things to get involved in here! I really think this is where I want to be...I'm not looking forward to moving!! I really feel like me AND Nathaniel have found a place that we love to be. It makes me sad just thinking of the prospect of moving to Georgia blehhh. If we HAVE to move I am praying to go to Maryland!! Don't get me wrong I miss home (texas/lousinana) so much but I just feel like we have bigger things in store for us than Newton has to offer!! (is that weird?)
Kyleigh had a rough day today...she has been so spoiled since she was born its not even funny!! Well I'm definitely regretting it now...I can't put her down for 2 seconds without her screaming bloody murder! I literally cant go pee without holding her anymore. I bathe with her, i unload the dishwasher (YES, i sometime do) with her on my hip, she is on my lap as I'm typing right now....I'm sure that there will be so many typos hahaha! It's a good thing I love this kid so much :))
Nathaniel...silly silly Nathaniel. I love that guy! I was thinking the other day...no one else on earth could be as silly with me as him...and I LOVE it! If people saw and heard the things we did when no one was around they would definitely think we were crazy! He is just so smart in school! I am so proud of him for how hard he has been working!! (ah kyleigh just fell asleep finally thank god :)) He is taking his practice DOPT in a few weeks (the day after his birthday i think?) And if he feels like he did good enough then we are going to move into some apartments out of Fort Ord PRAISE THE LORRRRRRD!!!! We would have about 400-500 dollars a month!! So I'm hoping he is happy with his scores!!
That's all for now...sorry I did'nt stick with one topic!! :))

MUCH LOVE!!